First appointment for the IUI is soon - if everything looks good I can start medicine. There is so much that has to happen - all this prep work and for the past few days we thought we weren't going to be able to do this cycle at all. To say it's been an emotional roller coaster is an understatement - at lunch I sat in my car and cried. What if I can't do this? What if this medicine is horrible and I don't react well to it? What if this whole process doesn't work and it's all for nothing?
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That night, Ben and I were both tired, but I wanted to take a picture - we're starting something big! I asked Ben to smile and he goes "no babe, you always want it to be authentic - I am authentically tired right now, this is the best you get." Ha!
This is our life. This is a new beginning.
It starts now.